It's now 5 30. I've been up since 5 after a mysteriously restless eve and my shoulders are aching from rolling around in bed . Sounds bad, but actually isn't.
It started with an sms. from a boy who blows my mind. really. he's quite simply amazing. and so is getting to wake up and smile like that. I actually missed him last night, which isn't normal for me. The usual is regardless how grand the boy is, space is VERY much valued and when you have a night on your own you secretly thank the heavens and don't want it to end. It's not that nights on my own are horrible now, not at all. It's more that there's a definite 'if you were here, that would be quite lovely..' feeling. Or maybe a 'you belong around me?! where are you?!' feeling. I don't know. I'm too sleeeeepy to identify. But I like it. And I like him. And so many things...about him. I am officially way way WAY lucky. And can't believe I was so skeptical to begin with about something that has panned out to be a highlight of being awake daily. Truly.
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